Why God is "Angry" in the Old Testament

You don’t have to agree with me at all. I only ask that you seriously consider what I’m saying here. I didn’t start to think of this until I was reading through Exodus v-e-r-y s-l-o-w-l-y.

This is about the Moses/Yahweh relationship. And I am presenting it to you basically how it came to me.

There’s a part in the “Nightmare Before Christmas” where, after trying to explain the wonder and magic of Christmas to his people, Jack Skellington gives up and gives them what they want. Essentially the same thing happened to Moses. When he tried to introduce Yahweh to the Israelites they did not want to know “him” so “he” became a personification of karma to them.

In light of my own experiences with God, and the Jesus thing, I wonder if the anger and vengeance assigned to God in the text really was “him”. I’m tempted to read that the angry vengeful harsh voice was actually Moses and that the voice of reason was God in Moses.

We only know what got reported. Could it be that the way Yahweh interacted with Moses went more like this:

God: I will tell you all these horrible things you are thinking in your stress and anger. (Wipe out the nation, etc...) 

Moses: Oh, God! Don’t do that!

God: Exactly, you “convinced” me, not because I needed you to convince me but because by “convincing” me you now understand why I won’t do all of this.

When this was presented to the people they did not understand it as Moses did because they had refused to personally know Yahweh. What they got out of it was, “Yahweh is angry and scary and Moses is protecting us from HIM.” Interestingly this was “good politics” Moses had become the gatekeeper to Yahweh. This flawed vision of God was out of Moses’ control, it would take too much energy to correct. In fact, if he did try to correct it he could have died.

So it is not that there are two Gods, one old and cranky, and one loving, or that God (Yahweh) changed it’s that human understanding began to see in a new light. What had been merged in the desert could now be separated. Yahweh became distinct from karma most strongly through the teaching of the Christ. The dawning of this new light was always present in the story it just needed a teacher who could be the light because we could not accept an abstract. We could not understand a God without skin.

In correcting our flawed vision Jesus the Christ died. Moses couldn’t do it. Moses knew he was flawed.

After Moses the only people who had a direct dialogue with Yahweh were the prophets. Not even Joshua spoke directly with “him,” he had to go through the urim and thummim thing (Num27:21). And the kings went through priests and prophets.

The prophets were receiving messages that the people didn’t want to hear. Force was the only way they knew to motivate change and so they come out sounding extreme. In a lot of ways what the prophets heard was not fully understood, not even by the prophet himself. They had been raised to believe that Yahweh was karma. Whatever learned in childhood usually remains deep and unconscious unless brought to light and the light had not come yet.

And that is why the Old Testament is the way it is.
You're welcome.

Fool's Report 2014

Oh, a new year!

This year end seemed to come quickly. The older I get the sooner I seem to be writing this report.

I reviewed last year’s report and can say that while I did not get the rest I longed for then I am much calmer. This I feel is a step in the right direction.

Fool’s Report 2014

Dear Family and Friends,
Every year on January 6 I issue the following report. I do this on the 6th because it is Twelfth Night, which has a special place in my heart. Traditionally, the Feast of Fools would be held today and the gifts of the Magi would be exchanged. These are ideas that I like and I prefer them over traditional Christmas. It also gives me a great excuses to not write Christmas letters in the middle of crazy-ah!-time, which is what Christmas has become.

2013 was an interesting year, like how you'd describe a dog's choice in snack material. I left Mixtape in February and was thoroughly unemployed for most of the remaining year. I decided to look in to doing holistic healthcare, which I discovered is basically massage therapy around here, figured out that that wasn't something I could really make a living at and dropped out. My thoughts then turned to practical matters. What can I do that will sustain my desired lifestyle?

With this thought firmly in mind I plan to lay low for a time doing what is free and accessible to me until I can see the way a little clearer.

I am thankful that I got to help build a lot of sets at Flood this year and for all the time I spent at their office doing data entry. It got me out of the house and kept me productive two things I need to stay sane.

Something that I don't remember writing about last year is kung-fu. I am about halfway to my black sash in Choy Li Fut. This is the point where training gets serious and so does your arsenal. (Read: cash out.) I love it. So, you see settling my cash flow anxiety is spreading out into multiple areas of my thought life.

It looks like the theme for 2014 is: day job.

I open the Fiddler on the Roof remount for Lamb's Players on January 11. It's a short run (kind of the opposite of Mixtape). It should just get me out if debt, which is great.

I have also had quite a few deep thoughts over this last year. I think, if I have the mental space, I might look over what I've been writing lately and put together a little book. Sadly, I haven't got much in the way of marketing experience. So I doubt I'll bother publishing. If you are curious about my writing let me know and I'll add you to the list of people who might care.

I do have a few blogs you might like to follow. I don't update them on a strict schedule but they are out there. Here are the links for the more active ones.

http://starlingsage.com/
http://starlproject.blogspot.com/

If I struggled a lot in 2012 I think I struggled more in ’13 (I didn’t even get into the health weirdness).

Warm fuzzies at you this year. Don't be afraid to check on me. Peace.