So, the last time I did this, walk into a black hole, I had nothing to lose. This time there is some potential loss. I'm afraid of fading away.
And now if I name this fear and acknowledge the potential loss can I begin to recover before the blow is struck? That's not possible, or rather, logical. Come what may not saying anything will just put me back to the beginning, sort of.
It's hard to be both bold and humble.
Though I may never be able to name what I really want I see now that I must try. So much good can come from my failure.
Don't forget me
Don't leave me out
please remember me, find me
The void calls. I must pass through. Lord, remember my request grant me my desired friend.
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